28 posts tagged “anime”

Morning

It's a bright new day ♥.
Well...a grey bright new day (as usual), but still. I'm downing coffee trying to wake myself up properly (had trouble getting to sleep last night) and getting ready for school; which starts at 1 p.m (it's now 10.50 a.m so I have time...for now at least).

The reason for my upbeat attitude is that I have class today, and class is really interesting at the moment. I've lost my notebook, which is sort of (read: very) annoying, but I have others at home...so it's fine ^  ^

....and for now, that's it...

Ki o tsukete mina-san! (^ _ ^) Matane!

"Handsome men can't be hurt by water"
           - Tamaki Suoh/Tamaki-sama, Ouran High School Host Club

Tamaki

Ha ha...it's the quote of today simply because...

...It's funny. Tamaki is quite funny over all, the whole anime is (I know there is a manga too, but I haven't gotten to that yet...in fact I haven't finished the anime either, something else always seem to get in the way).

Also it's true. Handsome men can't get hurt by water. Really handsome men are quite hot when they're wet...actually >_<

What's the longest you've ever waited in line?

Oh I don't know...half an hour perhaps.
To be honest I don't really think about the specific number of minutes that passed while I wait in line. Well I suppose most people don't, but for different reasons...

Bored

(As a lot of us - I would imagine) I don't see the minutes because I am to busy being bored. Five minutes is five minutes to long.

Ha ha...I'm terribly impatient I know.

...it's a problem - sometimes - but I can live with it ^_^

I'm used to it. Mostly it's the waiting in line things that makes me really annoyed these days.

Oh well...that's enough for now, I have to get on with my day.

Ki o tsukete mina-san! (^ _ ^) Matane!

(Originally posted Jan 25 this year, re-posted due to the fact that it's now 01.52 at night and I'm still bright awake)

"Sleep, I remember sleep. Maybe I should try it again sometime"
                                                                               Fruits basket

(Written inside the cover - not as a part of the story - by the author Natsuki Takaya, as a reflection I suppose, of how life is when you're on a deadline.)

Fruits Basket

*Yawn*

Hi guys.

It's night in Sweden and I am getting quite sleepy actually.

Nightlights

Granted I took a power-nap that was like one hour long this afternoon, but still I have been up since 7 this morning (which is early for me, I've gotten used to sleeping qiute a lot longer than that)...

...so I think I have the right to be a little ..*yawn*

Ne?

It has been quite a busy week after all, I think I need my rest (ha ha, or my beauty sleep you might say...considering how I look in the mornings >_<).

...which is why I'm going to sleep now.

Oyasuminasai mina-san (^ _ ^) Matane

How come when I'm completely well I can sit in the sofa for hours and hours, but when I'm not and actually should rest I get annoyed after about half an hour?
Sitting still is suddenly the worst thing; I feel useless and bored and I'm not even close to being tired enough to take a nap (which we all know usually is my favourite pastime). I want to be responsible and sit still with a cup of tea and a fruit (or something like that) but... 

.,..,

...I'm really terrible at being sick (well I'm not so much sick as having a cold, but whatever...), I hate "taking care of myself" in that way. Because that means admitting that I am sick, and that's something I've never been able to do (not even as a kid). See I see that's admitting weakness. And I hate that (I'm messed up I know...) 

So I'm reluctantly sitting still, watching "The biggest looser" on tv and bitching to you guys about it. My throat hurts and I think I might have a little bit of a fever (don't have a thermometer though, so I can't be sure) but over all I don't feel that bad.   

Which is why I want to do something...which I shouldn't. Gah. I hate this.

I'm watching "After hours" on MTV. They're playing "Human" by The Killers.
Not really a fan but it'll have to do because there is nothing better on at this time during the night (or very very early morning perhaps, I don't know). All I have been able to find other than music is reruns of "Night rider" and old episodes of "ER". Ha ha, night tv really is exceptionally great.

Anyway I can't sleep. Tried to for a while but all I did was twist and turn in my bed getting a hundred degrees warm and annoyed by every little sound I heard, so I gave that up...

Perhaps I shouldn't have power-napped for so long ne? I am aware of the fact that it's my own fault that I can't sleep now, but what can I say, I enjoy my naps. Besides I was up at 7.30 this morning (got like 5 hours sleep last night, or something like that), so I was tired. And I am a huge fan of doing what feels good at the moment, not really thinking ahead to much...so I took a (2 hours long) nap.

Night

And I am paying for that now >_<.

It's a good thing I don't have a lesson tomorrow, because then I would have been in real trouble. As far as I know now I actually don't have anything to do tomorrow...Besides the somewhat monumental task of trying to make food out of the very little ingredients I have at home that is.

Because once again I'm without money and almost without food. Don't know how I do it, over and over again, but luckily new money comes on Friday so I think I will be fine. They say that you can live for two weeks without food (as long as you have water) so I think I will mange a few days on very little/soup-in-a-cup.

Ah...my economy is a total mess. Must (must) look it over next month, because this can't continue. I need to be able to save some money to...you want at least a small amount for "rainy days".

Oh well it'll work out. It always does and I am frankly just bitching about it again because I am letting my fingers do the thinking and not my mind (a.k.a. writing the first thing that comes up in my head). So don't make to much out of it okay, my brain isn't quite working as it normally does this time of the night (as you very well might have noticed from previous "in the middle of the night and I'm bored"-posts).

I'm hanging on Facebook and realizing that I am not the only one that's unable to sleep. It seems to be something that's going around these days. That's a small comfort I guess. "Miserly loves company", as they say. Not that I'm that miserable though, just a little annoyed, but still. It's a good thing I have the Internet (in other words mostly this blog, Twitter and Facebook) to let out some bitchy-ness.

But...I suppose I should get back to trying to sleep, or something (I certainly won't be able to as long as I am writing this post). The clock has now reached 2.48..

Oyasuminasai (or perhaps it's Ohayo for you?) mina-san! (^ _ ^) Matane!

Last week was....I suppose we could call it strange. He he, I know it might be a little difficult to imagine what I mean when I say that, but that's because I don't really know myself.
Perhaps I shouldn't have brought it up then? Oh well now I have so I might as well go with it.

I don't know what was with me last week. It might have been the weather, I have a hard time with rain (dunno why, I always had), or it might have been that I didn't try hard enough to keep myself busy (I've also always had a hard time with being to free, no matter how weird that sounds). No matter what it was last week wasn't fun at all, I was bored wich lead to me eating to much, which in turn made me feel worse...a vicious circle if you will. 

Today is Monday though. I've been on a power-walk, talked to my mother and had a healthy breakfast and I feel a lot better already. This is going to be a good week, I'm going to make it a good week.
Even though I only have 1200 Swedish Crowns left on my account (about 170 USD) and it's 18 days until new money comes and I have no classes until Friday so I will most likely be bored out of my mind from time to time I still have a good feeling in the pit of my stomach.

Because the sun shines outside my window.

Autumn sun 001

It's windy but it's a good autumn day still.

And no matter how much I bitch and moan though, I actually like the autumn, probably most of all the seasons. I wrote this (below) on the subject quite a while back, and I think it explains quite well how I feel about this time of the year:

Also I like autumn because (other than the obvious reason that the trees are beautiful and so on) it's a time to start over. Frankly speaking, of course, that time is New Years Eve, because it's then one year turns into another and everything get's to start over, but for me this time has always been autumn (actually much more so than New Years, which frankly speaking has never been more than a continuation of the Christmas holiday to me).
I think it has to do with the fact that a new school year has always started during the fall (in Sweden we have 2 terms, one starts in August and one after New Years). Since I have gone to school most of my life, this has become when a new year, whith all that it takes with it, stars.

Since this is very much true for me, I now look forward to the autumn and a fresh start with the same excited eyes that some people look at New Years. For all my life (or at least since I started scool at 7), there has also been something new starting in the fall. And so will it be this year. Which is why I look outside the window at the summer that's still very much there and whish that the leaves would start turning orange.

Anime-Fall

As soon as a really great fall day (better than today) comes along I'm going to run out with the camera and take some photos. Because Sweden really is quite beautiful in the fall, and I wan't you guys to see that it is that I love so much. 
...And because I need to start to find pleasure in things that doesn't cost anything ^o^, condsidering my economy these days (on that note: don't worry about me though, please, I've put myself in this situation and it's going to be fine, really).

Well, I suppose I'd better get on with my day now. Not that I know exactly what to do with it, but I'll think of something. 

I love you guys. You're way to good to me.

Ki o tsukete mina-san. (^ _ ^) Matane.

On a scale of 1 to 10, how well do you sing?

1. Or -10 if I can say that. I strongly suspect that I'm almost completely tone-deaf.

.,.,.

Ha ha, this is why I've never enjoyed (or even participated in) karaoke. Yeah it's that bad guys, honestly.
So my rule is this: I never sing sober, except "Happy Birthday" at B-day parties. And I hold true to this rule too, almost 100% of the time.

I'm strange, I know...Think a little about that ^o^..

Oyasuminasai mina-san (^ _ ^) Matane

^o^ it might be a strange thing to state, but nevertheless it's true.
Having to get up at 7 in the morning is almost (almost) worth it actually...

Do you guys know what I mean?
(Or do you think that I'm totally lost in translation...probably because of the early hour?)

Yawn

*Yawn*

See I think that the morning smells fresh...crisp in a way (does that make sense?). Mornings are filled with promises for the new day, and I think you can smell it in the air.
...Like when you were a kid and got up really early to go on vacation.

He he..I'm blabbering.
But you'll have to forgive me for that, I've only been up for like an hour (I've had coffee, but I'm still not quite awake). I'm going to get on with my day now.

Yoi ichinichi o! (^ _ ^) Matane!